Wednesday, July 18, 2007

A new friend and some fresh perspective

We met a new friend last night. He is a Zimbabwean who married a Canadian and is now living in Canada, but came back for a visit and hopes to move back here soon with his family. He was a real blessing and encouragement to us. Every day we meet people who are trying to get out of Zimbabwe. It was refreshing to meet someone who is wanting to move back. He spoke about wanting to be here, to make a difference, and be part of a hopeful future. It made me realize two things: 1 - that I really easily fall into pessimism/discouragement and 2 - we really get into survival mode here - thinking about day-to-day worries (will there be bread? will there be electricity? etc.) rather than focusing on hope for the future and a belief that things can change and improve. It's really easy to find things to complain about and grumble about, and it's really easy to get overwhelmed with discouragement. I just pray for a clean heart for myself; for a positive attitude; for a spirit of gratitude rather than complaining. Yes, businesses are closing (like our favourite pizza restaurant - shame!) Yes, people are struggling. But we need to keep hope. In a lot of ways, this is exactly what I wanted - to be in a really tough place, sharing love and hope and life with people. There is always hope. So, if you pray for us, please pray for that - that we would be an encouragement rather than becoming discouraged.

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